High School Crush
Updated: Mar 5
I knew from puberty that I was sexually attracted to other guys. I grew up in an intensely religious home, so coming out was not a possibility in high school. Therefore, I hid my desires deep, dating girls, kissing girls, even fucking girls (behind my parent's back, of course), hoping that I could make myself straight by doing straight things. But deep down, I couldn't stop staring in the locker rooms, and I couldn't stop reading erotic stories that I found online (with dial-up internet, I couldn't watch porn).
