The BBC Bodybuilder (1)
Updated: Sep 4, 2025
As a married man, I made the decision much earlier in life to suppress my desires for other men and live a straight life. I met a wonderful woman, the love of my life, and we have been happily married for 15 years. I didn't want to be attracted to other men, to steal looks at guys in the locker room. I wished that I didn't want to live the life that only lurks in my darkest thoughts. The problem was, as I'm getting older the desires are only getting stronger. In my late 30's now, I'm becoming more and more interested in trying sex with another man. I even find myself perusing sites like Doublelist, reading about men that are married and still enjoy some man-to-man time on the side. Worse, my sexual encounters with my wife were becoming fewer, and my enjoyment of them was decreasing. More and more, I found myself wanting to feel another man in my bed.
